Monday, 18 March 2013

Why


WHY

Why am I treated so badly?
is it because I treat ya guys too nicely?
Why am I being judged by everything I do?
Can't I be excited? 
When I get excited, you(not gonna mention names) say that I act cute.
Wth?
So you want me to be an emo robot?
Fuck this.
Why am I living in a world that is so judgemental?
Why does everyone wanna go to the popular group? 
What is so good about the popular group?
They are just a bunch of idiots.
If you didn't know, this is counted as bullying.
Cyber bullying.
Bullies.
Why must I get bullied for everything I do?
I was only defending Devona.
There's nothing wrong with that right?


And you. Oh god.
You've never judged anyone before?
Who are you lying to?
Seriously, look into the mirror before you turn around and judge me.
I've never do anything bad to you.
I didn't burn your hse down, or owe you a million bucks or neither did I killed your dog or family.
What did I do to suffer all these crap?
What do you want from me.


Sometimes I just feel like dying.
Many people around me are just bullies.
Why must I be the one getting bullied?
I don't know how to stay strong anymore.
I've been suffering this since primary school. 
What must I do to stop being bullied?


I hope ya guys can seriously know what I'm going through.
Before making such judgmental statements, please think. 
You say I judge everyone.
Oh really?
I can tell you that I don't. 
I only start judging those who hates me.
Because I believe no one should be treated this way.


I did not even do anything. 
Why must ya guys be so bad?
I seriously don't get it.
Elizabeth told me not to care, but I just can't stop myself from thinking more and more.
She said that they are just jealous of me.
Kinda true.
But why must I be treated in such a way?
I am tired.
So tired.
Idk how to continue. 
Idk what will happen tomorrow.
Idk what will I become.
Why....?

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