Sunday, 24 March 2013

Thought of it

Thought of it

I've actually thought of many things the past few days.
Should I actually care about what the haters think about me?
My answer to this is really like the song "Hot and cold".
It changes.
Like how it affects me sometimes,
but not every time.

I'll just have to think this way: 
Haters just hate me for no reasons.
Cause that's practically the right reason..
And they have no life so what they always do is just shoot people on twitter.
All I have to do is just to accept their critics.
This is life.
There will not be a time when everyone loves you.
Haters are everywhere.
Though you don't even know they do exist,
they will still be around,
judging you secretly.

But I just don't get the reason why people always love to be popular.
Is it that great to be popular in school?
Wait, I am not saying that being popular is bad.
But being popular in the bad way is then horrible.
You do things against your will
and to continue being with them, 
you'll have to start doing whatever they do.
They judge people terribly and bully people.



What I am going through now is not what I should have gotten.
There is no reason for them to hate me.
People say haters hate because they are jealous.
Well, that's one true fact.
But hating just because your friends do,
is so wrong.
True friends tell you what wrong you have done,
and advice you in the right manner.
Not to brain wash you or to influence you in a bad way.

I wonder how your parents will find you if they know what's happening.
How I wished that people like them do not exist.
They are just a 'waste of space' on Earth.
I am not trying to be evil.
But wait, I should not have said that.

Let's think another way round.
People like them do exist.
You wouldn't know when you'll encounter them in the future.
Be happy that it's happening now,
learn from it,
don't fall,
if you did,
stand up again,
and move on.



Life does not stop.
They are just the minorities in your life.
Good things happen after the bad happens.
Happiness is hard to get.

Wednesday, 20 March 2013

Stay home Wednesday


Stay home wednesday

So today's my stay home Wednesday. 
Oh wait. Not really. 
I'll be jogging later in the evening with Jack.
Oh gosh. 
My stamina is kinda bad now..
It used to be so good:/


Haish. Was supposed to finish all of my hmwk by today..
But I'm just too lazy:/
Heh.


Okay.
Just a short post about today.
GONNA GO EAT MY HOT FUDGE SUNDAE AND APPLE PIE!! HAHAHA WEIRD RIGHT. COLD AND HOT XD OKAY WHATEVA. BYE! :D

Monday, 18 March 2013

Why


WHY

Why am I treated so badly?
is it because I treat ya guys too nicely?
Why am I being judged by everything I do?
Can't I be excited? 
When I get excited, you(not gonna mention names) say that I act cute.
Wth?
So you want me to be an emo robot?
Fuck this.
Why am I living in a world that is so judgemental?
Why does everyone wanna go to the popular group? 
What is so good about the popular group?
They are just a bunch of idiots.
If you didn't know, this is counted as bullying.
Cyber bullying.
Bullies.
Why must I get bullied for everything I do?
I was only defending Devona.
There's nothing wrong with that right?


And you. Oh god.
You've never judged anyone before?
Who are you lying to?
Seriously, look into the mirror before you turn around and judge me.
I've never do anything bad to you.
I didn't burn your hse down, or owe you a million bucks or neither did I killed your dog or family.
What did I do to suffer all these crap?
What do you want from me.


Sometimes I just feel like dying.
Many people around me are just bullies.
Why must I be the one getting bullied?
I don't know how to stay strong anymore.
I've been suffering this since primary school. 
What must I do to stop being bullied?


I hope ya guys can seriously know what I'm going through.
Before making such judgmental statements, please think. 
You say I judge everyone.
Oh really?
I can tell you that I don't. 
I only start judging those who hates me.
Because I believe no one should be treated this way.


I did not even do anything. 
Why must ya guys be so bad?
I seriously don't get it.
Elizabeth told me not to care, but I just can't stop myself from thinking more and more.
She said that they are just jealous of me.
Kinda true.
But why must I be treated in such a way?
I am tired.
So tired.
Idk how to continue. 
Idk what will happen tomorrow.
Idk what will I become.
Why....?

Friday, 15 March 2013

Malaca Trip


Malacca Trip

I LOVED MY MALACCA TRIP! <3
And it's so freaking short.
2 Days 1 Night is NOT ENOUGH D:
13th March - 14th March.
GAH!

Loved the party at night XD
Hehehe.
We had cup noodles and SWEEEEEEEEEETS! :3
Okay So I'll be posting pictures.
 HERE. :D
 Picures speak a thousand words. :)

The First Day In The Bus




Some Pictures of the Baba and Nyona Wedding

The Nyona Dancers....


 Night time in the hotel!
It's PARTY!!!!!




Some Pictures of the museums we went to







(When Malacca gained independence)
The yums yums we had there
(Only the food in the second day)










Friendship bracelets Yu En and I got from Malacca
(Oops! We missed Elizabeth out!)